Carrying
        the Fire by Michael Collins, with a foreword by Charles A.
        Lindbergh
If you run across a copy of  Carrying the Fire, buy
        it.  Many of my friends have read and thoroughly enjoyed
        it, some of them even passing them on to their spouses who were also
        pleased.  I feel so strongly about its appeal that I could leave my
        recommendation with only these statements.  
        
 You will, however,
        inevitably ask, "But what is it about?"
  Carrying the Fire is the true story of Apollo 11 as told by
        the one astronaut on the mission that did not step on the
        moon.  Michael Collins starts the story with his days as a military
        test pilot in the early 1960s. He then applies to become an astronaut
        and quickly reveals the odd and funny road to joining NASA.
        
In one of my favorite moments in the book, Collins and other would-be astronauts
        are taken to a morgue for reasons strange and unknown even to the
        author. They witness the "dissection" of an old woman - a
        victim of peritonitis - and
        Collins realizes that he has no idea whether or not he should even become
        an astronaut.  Collins writes, 
        
        Was this supposed to make us at home with death on earth, in case we
        had to cope with death in space?  Or were we really supposed to
        learn something here, from the awful obscene jumbled pile of poor old
        lady parts in front of us?  Peritonitis is no way to go, baby,
        that's all I learned.
        
        Rejected after his first application, he was finally selected with
        the third group of astronauts in 1963.  With this he switches to the life of a newby astronaut. His witty and
        honest look at life continues through training. Studying geology in the
        Grand Canyon, he admits that rock throwing contests are more fun than
        analyzing sandstone.
        Everything changes when he's selected as the pilot of his first
        spaceflight, Gemini 10.  No longer a rookie astronaut, he conducts
        a spacewalk and shares a space altitude record with his mission
        commander, fellow astronaut John Young.
        Two years later, thanks to an unforeseen back surgery that
        bumped him off Apollo 8, NASA's gruff chief astronaut assigned Collins
        to Apollo 11. He didn't get to land on the moon but he was closer than
        anyone else except Armstrong and Aldrin.
        
Carrying the Fire is unique not only for its endless humor but
        for Michael Collins' casual observations of everyday events as
        well as earth-shattering historic occasions.  Recalling the hectic
        days before his first spaceflight on Gemini 10, Collins tries to
        maintain a sense of normalcy.
        
          Sunday was a day for relaxation with Pat and the kids, a day for
          balancing the checkbook and pruning roses and cooking exotic dishes
          (frequently disasters) and turning the garden hose on the
          dog...Harking back to this same period, Pat says I resented
          interruptions and was preoccupied, distracted, and totally
          irritable!  God bless her, she waited a couple of years to tell
          me this.
        
        Collins also easily mixes the excitement of spaceflight with the many
        varied and truly larger-than-life personalities of
        the Apollo program. While Armstrong and Aldrin will be famous for many
        years, Collins also paints insightful portraits of chief astronaut Deke
        Slayton, the boundless Pete Conrad, easygoing John Young, and many
        others.
        Carrying the Fire is written with unusual modesty for an
        astronaut's biography. One gets the feeling that Collins feels fortunate
        just to have been a part of flying to the moon.  In turn, we're fortunate he wrote
        about his experiences.
      And
      a little extra...
      
In a small way, Carrying the Fire provided the
      spark for ideas and events.com.  In the final chapter Collins
      provides some observations about the men he flew with in space.  He
      writes, "All of us tend to communicate at a shallow level about
      technical things, and about events rather than ideas."
Except
      in our case both ideas and events matter.  Read more about our
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